Sorry About That (A Blog Of Randomness)

Published February 19, 2013 by Carmen Lamiarum

Sorry I haven’t posted all weekend. I’ve had company from out of town, and it’s been wonderful. I was so sad to see him go. We spent three days drinking and shooting the shit and just having a grand old time. We’re already talking about meeting up again over spring break, which for him is in March.

I wish I knew what to write today. I’m so overwhelmed in my head. My partner and I had a bit of a spat earlier, and it’s led to me being brain fuzzy and stressed. I would like to write about what happened, honestly. But I can’t. There are some things I just can’t write about, because I don’t want people to think badly of the people I care about. If that makes any sense…

So what should I write about instead? Well, let’s see…I found a new job a couple weeks ago, but I still can’t get my payment information verified by them, so I have to fax them a copy of my marriage certificate to validate my name change in relation to my SSN. Which sucks. But hey, hopefully that’ll be the last step and I can start working soon. The hope chest has had zero work done on it because it’s either been raining or I’ve had company. But I hope to get some progress made on it this week. And while I will partake in the occasional (single) drag of a cigarette from my spouse, I have yet to actually smoke a cigarette in like…I don’t even know how long at this point. (Although I will admit that since I realized my blueberry pancake vape juice was only 6%, I’ve been craving a smokey like you wouldn’t believe.) I haven’t gone to the gym all weekend because I’ve had company. But seeing my super toned friend put into perspective just how out of shape I am, and I will be going back starting tonight or tomorrow. I also ate like crap over the weekend, but oh well. I can start on a salad diet tonight or something. Other than that, everything else is kind of on the back burner.

My therapist says I’m juggling too much, and I need to prioritize and just worry about a couple of things right now. So I figured that the two most important things are work and the gym, with a third thing being some sort of art project, in this case, the hope chest. Everything else can wait until I get those things squared away.

Anyway, yeah. I guess that’s it for now. I just wanted to update with something. Writing makes my stress levels go down, so this has been helpful, even if it isn’t very interesting to y’all. Sorry about that.


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